The CrossWORLD Puzzle

am I pregnant? Oh no~~~

2010-04-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

hey ols~

hehe.. fyi i'm happily not married and still busy studying for my foundation course that soon will be over in May...

somehow

somewhat

in this middle of warm, striking sun, i long for this one thing..

one mini tiny cutey thing

doesn't these look adorable?

or perhaps u'll like this more

super duper pretty!!!

i crave for their mouthwatering cuppacakes....

they look pretty and they also taste fantastic..

These are wonderful "Wondermilk Cupcakes"

if you want to see more of these... click the link below

http://cuppacakes.blogspot.com/

visit the cafe itself

ADDRESS

New Jersey Kit for World Cup 2010....

2010-04-04T10:42:00.001+08:00

Hai semua.... haa entry kali ni special sket sbb ditulis dlm bhasa ibunda lg tecinta bhsa Malaysia... hehe..

okay this time I nk promote kt you all new jersey kit for WC 2010 South Africa...

@ 1st nk buat blog bru just for blog-shopping tp mlas laa pulak kan + brukband yg lembab mlm2 neyh..

so.. if you all interested nk beli jersey neyh.. just inform me okayh?

These jerseys are all rejected items from kilang.. mksudnye bju ni ori tp ada laaa sdikit OKU nya...

nama pon reject kan... so xperfect laaa mcm yg hrga 2rat punya... huhu...

haaa ni details sket psal jersey ni kpd yg nk tawu... nabi ckp klu nk meniaga kna laa jujur.. haha...

da laaa skrg ni musim2 nk kiamat dah.. uisy~ mmg tmpah neraka laa jwbnya...

~details ni adalah utk smua items~

Price = RM 40 - 45

(Depends laa korg area mna sbb nk post brg pon kna dwet maa)

Size available = s, m, l, xl

Rejected items from kilang adidas/nike thailand

sebab2 direject

1. jahitan ad sikit oku (bkn semua)..

2. slah cop saiz (bkn semua)

(baju ni saiz M tp bodo pnya kilang p slah cop saiz xl.. =.=")

haaaa... BERMINAT TAK???

klu YA jgn segan silu utk order ye...

skrg you all bleh pre-order dulu...

fyi this is my first time utk berbisnes so mybe ada bnyak kkurangan...

for the 1st batch, order ni akn tamat pada 9 April 2010....

tarikh utk batch akn datang akn diinform kemudian...

GERMANY

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HURRY!! WHILE STOCKS LAST...!!!

My Mistress Eyes Are Nothing Like The Sun

2010-04-03T10:43:00.002+08:00

My Mistress Eyes Are Nothing Like The Sun

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;

Coral is far more red than her lips' red:

If snow be white, why then her breasts' are dun;

If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.

I have seen roses damasked, red and white,

But no roses see I in her cheeks,

And in some perfumes is there more delight

Than in her breath that from my mistress reeks.

I love to hear her speak, yet will I know

That music hath a far more pleasing sound:

I grant I never saw a goddess go,

My mistress, when she walks, treads on he ground:

And yet, by heaven I think my love as rare

As any she belied with false compare.

~William Shakespeare~

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So how do you feel after reading those delicate lines?

This is one of my personal favourite poem.....

I just learned this in my class n I fell in love with it already...

Love is blind... and beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...

When you read the title, the first line, it sort of foreshadowing that the persona is going to praise his mistress... and it's gonna be WOW.... remember how shakespeare describe his lover in Sonnet 18?

"Shall I compare thee to a summers day"

For this poem, it is quite the opposite...

The persona did not actually praise his mistress....

He described his mistress as pale looking, hair like a wire (haha), and she even walked

like a troll..

But why still I feel this poem is very romantic?

Just look at the last two lines that intentionally indented...

How he said that his mistress was rare and how he loved her unconditionally despite all the comparisons that he made in the beginning...

Her mistress is beautiful in the eyes of the persona...

He didn't care what others think... Because he was so in love with his mistress...

I also want to be loved in this kind of way...

I may look nothing for others but I am diamonds for him...

xoxo,

HOH?BIO BONAR?

2010-04-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hyep....

I don't know bout this BUT I AM SUPER DUPER CURIOUS OF THIS MATTER...... plz continue reading

Is it true that "people said" this type of hairband

is actually made up of used condom.. yeah.. i repeat.. USED CONDOM!!!!

that is why springy hairband becomes famous overnight... i don;t know if this is just a propaganda... hmm

this is the link that i read... have a look >> http://jombacabuku-ebook.blogspot.com/2009/11/produk-getah-dari-negara-china.html....

but i can't find another evident to support this but still.... i don't want to tie my hair around with that thing that may still had the DNA of the previous user... ew ew ew ew ew ew.....

if this is SO TRUE!!! then i'm really gonna wash my hair real hard and thoroughly without any single strand left...

xoxo,

Selamat Tinngal Selamanya..

2010-04-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hai readers... this entry is specifically made as a tribute to Malaysia's beloved actor, host and comedian, Allahyarham Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri aka Din Beramboi...

Although there may be hundreds of bloggers probably had wrote about him, but I still feel like to write about him since he was one of a very special comedian that grab my attention.

I started to know "Din Beramboi" in Gila-gila (comic-magazine) LONG LONG AGO...

but of course I never know that it was him in the comic though at that time..

perhaps I was still in my primary school..

then the name of "Din Beramboi" seemed so distant and unknown

for another long long longggg years

UNTIL...

he was once again in the limelight for various programs on tv & radio such as Telematch in Astro Ceria, morning slots in Era.fm and my most favourite Spontan in Astro Warna.

his jokes were real and provoking and so damn funny that i laugh my heart off.. through bad times or good times, he never failed to make me laugh..

but now, he is gone..

FOREVER

but I believe,

he will always be remembered..

so readers, lets take few minutes of our time to recite al-fatihah to our beloved heartthrob, may his body and soul rest in peace and have a safe journey afterlife..

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ

١﴾ الْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ ﴿٢﴾ الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ ﴿٣﴾ مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ ﴿٤﴾ إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ ﴿٥﴾ اهْدِنَا الصِّرَاطَ الْمُسْتَقِيمَ ﴿٦﴾ صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ غَيْرِ الْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلَا الضَّالِّينَ ﴿

Amin ya Rabbalalamin

xoxo,

award award,, yeayy

2010-03-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

hehehe... I am sooo excited because I had just won an award.... UUYEAAHH...

First of all.. Thank u so much MTM for giving me this award.. I know that I am new in being active as a blogger so this award actually gives me the motivation to write more to receive MORE AWARDS... yeah... Thank u.. Mwahx mwahx mwahx mwahx... hahaha...

1.Thank & link the person that gave you the award
Mira Lee channn.. arigato neh....

2. pass this award onto bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic

eyha rarara roma romamaa

si kucing comel aliaa

qilaraf hannah montana

pacat suka piqa

namaygxdanoktah

3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award

Okidokie

4. State 7 things about yourself.

1. I can smile while I am crying.. hahaha

2. I xsukew wana yellow.. Yellow2 dirty fellow

3. Love Vin Diesel ngn Aaron Aziz sbb bod mreka sgt hawt.. yeah

4. I love malaysian, thai, n western cuisine.... (semua pon muleyh)

5. I don't eat sushi.. ew ew ew...

6. I think I am cute,, what about u?

7. Shopping is my sinful pleasure... uuuuuuuww

Tat's all 4 now,,, ngeee.. tata..

Why can't I study??

2010-03-24T22:37:00.001+08:00

haisyy~~ I'm so worried that I still have not study anything although my final exam is really REALLY around the corner...

BUT STILL!!! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO SO!!!

o plz plz plz.... I need something to level up my fighting spirits (jz like in form5)...

Exam date : 17th May 2010 - 21st Mat 2010

Current Date : 24th March 2010

Days Left : 53 days to go (1 month 3 weeks)

The things that I need to study :

1) LDS aka Language Description

- For this subject, I have to remember and MASTER all the grammar rules... I have to search, recognize, describe, give reasons and create a whole new sentence [[very technical]]

2) SS aka Social Studies

- This is the subject where I learn abt the world... And the world is HUGE!!!.. Facts, statistics, evidence, should all be within the tips of my fingers... (which is so duhhhh).. [[critical thinking is a must]]

3) ES aka English Studies

- tis is where thee needs a brain surgery... uh-huh.. Let it be novels or plays like Shakespeare (The Merchant of Venice), W. Golding (Lord of The Flies), Harper Lee (To Kill A Mockingbird) & J.B. Priestley (An Inspector Calls) or dozen of poems which I have seen and also the unseen... Owh dear... I'm in trouble.. [[challenging paper indeed]]

4) LDV aka Language Development

- I think this is the easiest subject.. hahaha.. because I don't see the need to study for this as I do not know what to study for this... =P... This paper is all about applying all the techniques and skills that I've learned in class to answer a normal English paper in examination.. yeay..!!

haaaa~~ hope I'll regain my spirit soon enough b4 the exam.. OYEAH!!

xoxo,

Smelly All Day?

2010-03-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

Common daily dialog for Malaysian is...

"Panas gler hari ni beb... Basah ktiak aku"

hahaha... it is normal right since average temperature in Malaysia is around 36 - 39 deg. celcius... Wheww.. Enough to make you sweat all day right??

huhu~ btw this post is actually how to make the smell of your perfume to stay longer... You don't want to keep spraying like 5 times per day to smell good when you can do it ONCE right? Wasting and environmentally unhealthy.. hmm..

Tips to Keep *wink*

1. Spray your perfume right after your shower.

Why? At this time, your pores are still open thus allowing faster absorption into the skin

2. Apply lotion before applying your perfume.

Why? Perfume lasts longer on moist skin. It is most recommended to use the lotion of the same smell. But if you don't have a matching lotion, apply an unscented lotion

3. Spray your perfume on your pulse points (wrists, elbow, neck, between breasts, behind knee)

Why? These are the areas that produce heat to which in turn releases the scent of your perfume

4. Don't rub your wrists after applying your perfume

Why? This breaks apart the molecules that create the scent ,and will decrease the length of time your perfume lasts.

5. Apply perfume before dressing or wear jeweleries

Why? the perfume will last longer when sprayed directly on your skin instead of over clothing. Some perfumes leave indelible stains on clothing and accessories, especially synthetic fibers and pearls.

p/s 1: Your perfume is not your deodorant. So, don't 4get to swipe your 'dedo' b4 spraying as it will take away any odor from sweat, allowing your perfume to gracefully scent the remainder of your body

p/s 2 : Keeping perfumes in a dark cool place would prolong perfume shelf life.

I hope that this info shall be a good help for you. Plz do add if you have any tips that you want to share.. hugs..

xoxo,

~BE DELICIOUS~~

2010-03-23T15:55:00.001+08:00

hey sayangness.... its been awhile yah?? huhu..

i know i've been a very bad girl,, a very very bad girl (must watch gaga - telephone vc)

for not updating for monthsssssssssssss... GOMENNASAI!!

So, for this entry... i would like to introduce to you my new baby....

errrr... not her.. BUT (sila pndang bawah)

Name : DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom

Age : 1 day

Gender : Female

Date of Birth : 22 March 2010

What I think of her???

What can I say... She perfected my aura and my personalities.. hehehe...

I really love her as she has this sweet and fresh fragrance which is not too heavy like CK-Eternity nor too rich like Estee Lauder..

I feel like I want to hug myself when I use her.... (hehehe)

The smell is like a combo of the sweet & fresh taste of fruits and the feminine smell of flowers...

[Composition: Grapefruit, cassis, apricot, muguet, rose petals, jasmine, blond wood, and skin accords]

The smell can last for quite a long time...

p/s : I shall post ways to spray your perfume so that it can last longer in my next entry yah...

don't 4get to read...!!

xoxo,

Revolution

2010-02-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hi all... It has been a long longgggggggg time since my last update..

hehehe...

So.. Since I'm going back home tomorrow after 1 month suffocating in polluted air of KL, I'm thinking to write something that is some what related..

hahaha..

You gotta read if you wanna know....

As I mentioned in my previous post, I'm the last and only daughter in family... So, you can sure say that I'm [a bit]?? spoiled.. ngeh3... However, I was raised strictly yet lovingly with my parents...

I remembered how I was [kena rotan] with my dad because I cried too loud.... But then.. I just banged my door as hard as I could and cursed him back (from inside the room of course).. After that my mom will knock the door several times,, had a peek of me from outside of the window,, promised me to buy ice cream,, and so on...

I opened my door for her and ONLY her... I cried so long and so hard until there was no more tears that shed... But, I shall and will not speak to my dad for the rest of the day.. Folks said, "luka lama maseyh bedarah dowh"... However, tomorrow he will talk to me VERY nicely and I'll get whatever I desired.. muahahaha...

Last time, whenever I went to school trips, I tried to avoid from calling my mom.. This is because I shall cry if I heard her voice... hahaha.. [[maluw ai]].. It is just that I was and still sooooo soooo close with my mother..

This was also happened when my parents sent me to Penang Matriculation College... Although the time distance from AS to Penang is just about 1 hours +++,, I just felt so hard to see them leaving.. [[That was the first time I studied far from home though]].. hahaha.. After they sent my bag and headed to car to leave me,, I still acted strong and waved to them with a smile on my face... The minute the car was out of sight,, my tears started rolling down the cheeks.. When I cried,, it was hard to stop.. hahaha... [[macam waterfall pon ada]]..

The revolutionary period was when I was transferred to IPBA... ngeh3.. Maybe I was becoming more mature or already able to adapt with independent life... I no more cried when they left me although AS-KL is much further than AS-Penang.. hahaha...I should also bear in mind that someday I may go to UK which is farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr more furtherrrrrrrrrr than now for 3 long years.... huhuhu.. T_T..

Sometimes, life feels so hard when there is no parents to decide which route to take or to give money to spend on... haisyyy... But it is just a matter of time for me to stand on my own feet... If I was a bird,, then I already have wings and my daddy n mommy had taught me the technique to fly... Now,, it is all depend on me whether I want to walk and being hit by a car or fly high to reach the cloud... huhuhu...

All in all,,, thank u mom n dad... love u sooo much.. I can't wait to see you... **hugsss**

hiatus

2010-01-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hello dear viewers. I know that I've promised you with my high school and KMPP stories, but somehow I just don't know what to write. I'm so sorry okay. I may be on hiatus for quite sometime as ASSignments are pouring in. Goodbye and hope to write soon. C ya..

xoxo,

I'm sorry for I'm weak

2010-01-22T13:54:00.001+08:00

Tears of Love

I cry when I miss my family

I cry when I see my mom cries

I cry when I say something that I shouldn't to my parents.

I cry after I scold people because I realise that I may hurt their feelings.

I cry if I found that I may be a burden to my family & friends

I cry if I failed to achieve my dreams

I cry because I love them so much

Tears of Hate

I cry when you misjudge me

I cry due to your false accuses

I cry because I couldn't stand your hateful glare

I cry when I hate you too much that I can't bear it anymore

I cry when I can't keep my anger no more

I cry if you can't accept me for who I am

I cry because I hate you

xoxo,

How is the previous me makes the current me?

2010-01-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps, we meet again..

This is a story of a spoil youngest daughter & a cute gf. It is about me of course, this is my blog anyway.. hehe.. Let tell you a bit of history about me. I was home-born dated 19 February 1990 back in Taman Desa Kenangan, Kedah at 6.00 am. I somehow knew that my arrival was expected as I am the ONLY daughter in the family. I was and still very cute y'know. I was the youngest out of 4 siblings.

[In the picture: I was wearing red baju kurung, my eldest brother at the most left (pink baju melayu), my 2nd elder brother is the one who sat on the ground, while my 3rd elder brother is the one standing in a blue/turqoise baju melayu. The others are my dear cousins]

My childhood revolve around my brothers and I. I have 3 brothers whom like to bully me very much as I was very small and innocent. There was one incident when I was just started to learn how to ride a bicycle. I was able to cycle HANDS-OFF the handle. So, my 3rd brother said that he could ride with his eyes close. The innocent-know-nothing-easily-impress me was very excited and I wanted to do so too. (sigh, I'm so stupid). I REALLY close my eyes and cycled happily until *ketung tang bum bum auuuu uhux wuaaaaa*. I fell into the drain (u can laugh.. =.="). LOL. I was wet and black from hair to toe. I lost my favorite slipper in the darkness and euwness of the drain water. My neighbor called my parents and he took me out of the drain. When I was back in the house, my mom showered me and rub all the goodness of soap throughout my body. I didn't remember the smell though. Since then, I became the subject of jokes to my brothers. They also still remember the incident until now. =)..
[will upload the photo later]

Next let me tell you another weird story when I was in standard 1. My former school was SK Sungai Korok Baru before the name change into SK Jalan Pegawai when I was in standard 4. Being 7 year old girl, I manage to have one good friend, Ain. We did a lot of things together. We played zero-point with our pinafore to show off our cute pantie to the other girls, we used to hate boys, we wandered around the school during class hour and the most significant and cannot be understandable thing was we used to pee together. Yeah PEE. Ain and I went to the toilet together so that we could have a pee fight. Who could pee the longest? or Who could pee the farthest? Whose pee colour is brighter? and so on. This is weird. I didn't knew why we did that but it just happen. I was very close to her but in the middle of the year, she transferred to the other school. I was extremely sad. I wish I could meet you again Ain, and if you do somehow by fate read this blog, do contact me so that we could laugh at our old stories together.
[will upload the photo later]

[[[ I REALLY HAVE TO WORK ON MY ASSIGNMENTS NOW SO NEXT POST SHALL BE ABOUT ME DURING HIGH SCHOOL AND KMPP]]]

xoxo.

KAIZEN.. iyarghhhh

2010-01-17T17:18:00.005+08:00

B4 i start let me honour the writer of the original article.... Hope u don mind i alter a bit.... hehehe~

KAIZEN!!!! Ahaaa~~ nak taw mnda apa kaizen ni? sekarag pon tgh bersemangat "kaizen" utk siapkan esaimen SS.. huhuhuhu

memandangkan ada yang tanya apa sebenarnya KAIZEN2 nie??? sukalah untuk saya bercerita mengenai KAIZEN.. jom kita berosmosis ilmu2 yang dimiliki.. kan sharing is caring..

KAIZEN = continuous improvement

biarpun sedikit tapi ada peningkatan dalam setiap yang dilakukan. menurut Masaaki Imai, ada beberapa peralatan a.k.a tools yang boleh digunakan dalam nak mencapai KAIZEN!! nie.. iaitu, PDCA (apakah?? ), buangkan 3M and satu lagi 5S.

P.D.C.A (Plan.Do.Check.Act)

PLAN
bila kita nak meningkatkan prestasi diri, kita kenalah ada planning apa yang nak buat. Di tahun baru ni contohnya, nak berusaha belajar utk final exam nanti.

2. DO

Bila dah ada Planning, DO IT! buat mengikut apa yang di rancangkan.(ingat : Actions speak louder than words). Jadi, nak belajar tak boleh tangguh lagi. Tetapkan masa, buat jadual bila nak belajar, subjek apa nak baca. Dalam satu hari tetapkan 'aim' dan matlamat kita. Kalau weekend tu pagi2 boleh bangun awal , mandi awal dan pastikan tempat belajar anda sentiasa kemas baru ada semangat haaa. (ingat, jangan malu nak buat walaupun sikit. continuous improvement tak dinilai melalui kuantiti tapi KUALITI)

3. CHECK

Langkah seterusnya, yang jarang orang buat ialah CHECK. Selepas setiap perancangan dah dijalankan, kita sepatutnya semak balik. betul tak planning kita tu? berbaloi tak? bagi keputusan yang positif ka negatif? jadi tak perancangan yang dirancang.adakah kita masih menjadi beruang yang berhibernasi dan malas belajar? kalau negatif, kita kena ACT!

4. ACT

bertindak untuk memperbaiki planning kita tuh, sebab mungkin kita salah rancang ataupun boleh jadi kita tak ACT dengan betul. Jadi, proses ni akan jadi macam satu kitaran. Planning baru akan bermula, kemudian Do, Check and Act. jadi, P.D.C.A ----> P.D.C.A ----> P.D.C.A ----> infinite P.D.C.A .Ni la apa yang dimaksudkan dengan PDCA.

mungkin ada yang akan menganggap benda nie macam kanak2. buat apa lah nak rancang2. selama ni ak tak pernah pun nak plan benda. tapi jadi ja. tgk, sekarang ak dah final term kat IPBA ni. Tak yah nak pening2 otak nak rancang2 nie.

TIPU! sebenarnya, antara sedar atau tidak. setiap benda yang kita fikir tu sebenarnya adalah planning kita. contohnya, kita nak lulus esaimen dan mock exam. ada tak budak2 IPBA yang goyang kaki 24/7 terutamanya masa minggu exam. tak baca buku langsung.?

Tapi, bila kita ada semangat KAIZEN!! ni dalam diri, kita akan sentiasa berusaha untuk mengupgradekan setiap applications dalam diri kita. Ada tak orang yang masih guna windows 1996? siapa lah yang nak guna sistem yang dah ketinggalan zaman, lemah, menyusahkan diri. Bila ada program, keluaran hp, ataupun games2 baru di pasaran. Semua orang kalau boleh nak pastikan dia guna yang the latest sistem. barulah orang kata apa tu, UP TO DATE. (^_^)

so, ni lah kepentingan Kaizen!!

akhir kata dari saya:

Jom BERKAIZEN rakan2!!!!

xoxo,

Confession

2010-01-17T11:35:00.001+08:00

Hi all.. buat mcm rmai je org follow pdahal housemet ku jgak yg mmbaca.. hehehe.. =).. Before I start, I would like to say that I love all 5 of you very much for accepting me for who I am.. I can be rather annoying sometimes but hey u do the same too. We forgive and forget. This post is not about you but more to the other people that is judgemental or in SS term ethnocentrism which means they think that only people from their tribe is perfect while others is wrong.

I know that I may not be warm and talkative to every one because I can only share what I think to the people that think like me too. Why? If I say it to 'you' then u start to judge me. Is it because I'm not as clever as u? Hello please, so far I've passed all my exams that ever existed fairly well, BUT YOU?!! Is it because I don't read books as much as u do? Or is it because I don't dwell with other people's business like u do? Or is it because I don't study as hard as u do? Oh, please.

I know that I too sometimes make mistakes and I'm sorry for that. But I learned that people's mind does not blend with their mouth. I'm pretty sure that I'm not the most likeable person. You don't talk to me the same way to your other friends. I can see through your eyes no matter how thick your contact lenses or spectacles or even your naked eyes could be.

It is hurt though when sometimes I tried hard to blend with those people but things just don't come easy. It is hurtful enough to see all of your hateful glare and fake laugh. I gotta be strong because I can't change myself to be like you. I definitely want to change to be a person whom you'll like but maybe I better off be silent. I don't want to hurt you although you hurt me a lot. Maybe this is all my fault too. I don't want to see you shed any more tears because of me although I may do so because of you. But you'll never know, because you never care. What I did to you was far more sinned than what you did to me. Right? Because I'm no one and nobody would feel my existance or even when I'm gone.

I have a strong heart, yet fragile at the same time. I just want to live with you happily until the very last day. Whatever happens, all of you will still be remembered because you are part of my journey. I would like to apologise once more to you and you and you and all of you. I cannot be like you because I am for whom I am. Hate me or love me, I'm still gonna shine.

xoxo,

new year new day new event

2010-01-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

1st January 2010,

This is basically what I did on new year eve. I watched the moon eclipse at night dreaming of Jacob Black will suddenly appear in front of me (that never happen). Watched Da Vinci Code which extremely complicated and twisted but i like Angels & Demons more though. Dan Brown sure had some 'tingtong' mind. huhuuhu..

4th January 2010,

I was back in IPBA, an educational institution which i hate the surroundings not the friends. Why?? This place is stuffy with useless things and rules. Duhhhh. Idealism just exist to those who possess the power. The weaklings like me just like a mockingbird. It is a sin to kill a mockingbird y'know. =).

The class started with a few changes, physically. Some of my classmates started to wear fashionable clothes, coloured contact lenses, makeups and dresses.. WOW. What a transformation. My friends said twenty is pretty so yeahhh, I can't agree more. I can't wait to see more changes in ppl and me.. =)).

5th January 2010,

There was not much happen today. Ogy was flashing hot in her new dress that costs her RM35. Praises were hers. In the evening, Ogy, Teha and I went to KL Central to search for Ogy new shoes (budget is RM50). Nothing caught her eyes so we headed to Sg Wang. (Wheuww). Imbi? BB? Imbi? BB?

Sg wang : BB
Times Square : Imbi

She got her shoes for RM49.90 while Teha and I got our dresses for RM25 EACH..!!!!!!!!!!!! fyi, YES is over so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!!!!!! i'm luvin baby.

p/s: the dress is quite long for me so i might need to repair a bit... T_T.. naseb org pendek ginilah...

xoxo,

My Sacrifice

2009-11-08T12:01:00.002+08:00

hye all.. we meet again.. ^_^

There are a few incidents that taught me about sacrifice lately. Interestingly, I am able to see

from a different view which indicates that I am getting mature and 'ada otak'.. I guess??

Well...

Some ppl may say that sacrifice is noble. Yes, it is true but is it worth it?

Is it worthwhile to sacrifice to sum1 that hurts you over and over again? Well if you ask me, I

might be saying NO. If you want to love somebody, you have to love yourself first. MORE than

him/her. For me, I better have someone that loves me more than I love him.

Why?

Is that shows that I'm selfish?

Of course not. errmm maybe for some ppl.

This is what I call the warranty of FAITHFULL & TRUTHFULL love.

I never say that I don't believe in true love from both partners but I rather be practical.

It is a waste of time to cry for someone that doesn't care about you.

LEAVE HIM/HER...!!!!!!!!

You have to be confident and trust yourself. Don't torture yourself while the person that make

you suffer live his/her life happily like nothing happen.

Don't show to them that you are weak.

Prove to them that they are just like 'kutu' on your head. 'Menyakitkan' and 'menyampah'. But

once you get rid of that 'kutu' , your scalp will feel fresh and healthy.

Wow, I'm really good in using similies. WooHoo. =)).

xoxo,

The CrossWORLD Puzzle

am I pregnant? Oh no~~~

ADDRESS

New Jersey Kit for World Cup 2010....

My Mistress Eyes Are Nothing Like The Sun

HOH?BIO BONAR?

Selamat Tinngal Selamanya..

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ

award award,, yeayy

Why can't I study??

Smelly All Day?

~~~~~~~BE DELICIOUS~~~~~~~~

Revolution

hiatus

I'm sorry for I'm weak

How is the previous me makes the current me?

KAIZEN.. iyarghhhh

Confession

new year new day new event

My Sacrifice

~BE DELICIOUS~~